RAZI's slowest bike EVER.

thats his newest war machine.

pillion lei.

razi muke baik.

trip to kallang leisure park.

kolong blok gang.

this fucking bike is the dopest thing ever. war bike he calls it. fucking hell its the most antique thing ever lah. haha. why? coz it went like 90 and slowly decreasing to 70 up SLE. me and razi literately had to push, using our body's momentum to make it faster! but anyways, its the dopest bike ever. proud of it too.

A WISH UPON US.

imam masjid.

des replicas.

hole.

mimi sherman.

im really flying bodo.

mike G.

berok bishan.

the flame still burns in my heart.

bang.

mr. teddy.

ABU.

if minahs can do it so can we. right mimi?

ape ni mimi?

hippo.

mentel.

HIDE.

sexy in jeans.

tell me all your dreams.
mine has to wait.

heaven was you.

im not letting this down.
i never did stop loving you.

26 is love. remember?

give me your hand. we have to go through this together.

Dewa Dewi 2008 The Prelude

OMFG

i guess everyone was so eager except me. it was a tensed moment. everyone wants to know who is going to carry the status of this years Mr and Miss Photogenic DewaDewi 2008 . as Zul Radi tore down the cover of the frame in front of the huge huge crowd, (at this time i was actually looking for my wonderful kakis and family and i wasn't really paying attention to the show. haha.) then i heard kakis shouting and jumping for me. yes they were literally jumping. den my choreographer, Abg Eddy down at the side of the stage said to me, "nadhir! kau menang lah. pergi jalan kat tengah la oi!"(nadhir! its you! go and move your ass to the middle la oi!"Abg Eddy is a very strict guy and everyone's feared of him. okay. most of us. then i heard my name... then my number...
(now it was like my world went so fucking slowww.. )

i was like.. OMFG..... i was so shock and i wasn't expecting that tittle to be mine. like seriously. OMFG! are you kidding me??!

this is Eddy and fadil.

i drew a smile and walked to take my picture and i was wobbly. i couldn't believe it. seriously. its the last thing that i every thought i would get. as i was shaking Abg Zul's hands, he managed to whispered to me,"yes you're my pick for Mr Photogenic". and he smiled to me. i couldn't believe still. OMG.

i would just like to take this moment to thank my kakis for coming all the way from school and and took off from work to just support me. hippo, lala, abu(penyet), mickey,hide,nana, razi, ilyas. yes abu and hippo. u want my frame so bad right. you guys are awesome can! the rest couldn't make it due to FYP and stuff but yes! i want them to come on the finals which i know they will because they are my brothers and sisters in my RP life. always making fun of me and the best part is i get to make fun of them back,with no hatred or get offended. supporting me with what i do. thank you for being there darlings. loads of them. you guys rock my sox. haha.

yes. i will be a regular RPian. twist~

the kakis.

abu wants my picture.

razi was hugging me and i felt like crying.

not forgetting the new family i've made during the competition. the beautiful and awesome people. greatest dudes and babes. firstly i would congratulate everyone that had a tittle to hold for the whole year running till next year! and of cause not forgetting my great great partner, fasihah. (someones drooling over my partner. haha). yes. she got herself Miss body beautiful. ;)
next up is this two bfs fadil & jasmine,Mr & Miss catwalk. suhaizan & aisyah. Mr & Miss favourite. hasiff & adilah, Mr & Miss personality. suhelmi and nabilah, Mr & Miss beautiful smile. amira, Miss phtotgenic. rafli, Mr congeniality. hakeem, Mr body beautiful. congratulation dewa & dewi!

i've always like my photos dramatic. so here goes.

theres so many pictures that i cant possibly put everything in this entry.
its an experience of a lifetime.

peek through the holocaust

holocaust

a little girl awoke by the morning breeze, whispering at her half heart-shaped ear. she knew she was feeling different that day. joyful nor solemn. all the she felt was a bliss. sat up on her bed and brushing her soft golden curls. she felt proud and said to herself, "let me indulge myself to this utterly wonderful day of mine. let me be beautiful and you can call me pretty. i'll let you gaze upon me like a queen and let me humbly wave my hand across the town hall to you my loyal subject. a super star i shall be!"
patience.
then she went back to sleep.

when.

a small kid was dying to visit the old museum. he wanted to know what is in there. he left a note. under his parent's bed.
mychelle. please bring us together again. ='(
hoping that either of them would find that note of his.

-----<@

Well I don't know just what I'm here for

I want more than words can describe
I've been deprived
Can you believe it
My whole world well its fallin' apart
well it falls, still it falls, well it falls apart around me
And you pick me back up, oh said you pickin' back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Said at you pick me back up, oh said you pickin' back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Cuz' I'm drinkin' all of the tears you cry
And I don't wish, to know my ending, mmmmm'
I just say I wanna know when I begun
I wanna know when I begun
I wanna know where it started from
where it all had started from
Because I feel like I am spinning,
I feel like I'm spinning
Well I feel just like I'm spinning I'm spinning around
oh oh oh oh
said I feel like I am spinning
all around this summer
and the winter comes and another storm
it falls, well it falls, said it falls apart around me
And you pick me back up, oh said you pickin' back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Oh my, my, my
Said you pick me back up, oh said you pick me back up
oh you gonna pick me back up and you get a' me high
Said I'm drinkin all of the tears you cry
breathing every breath that you sigh
I am
I'm breathing all of the tears that you cry, that you cry
all the tears that you cry, every breath that you sigh

=)=

i miss you so much.
i hope she still thinks about us. cause you've been in my mind everytime.

take my life away.

reality check. i've been going through breakdowns after breakdowns.